Sometimes, I wish I really knew who I was. And I wish I knew what emotion I felt at that moment. When I'm happy I'm happy...when I'm sad I feel dead. It's hard to explain...but sooner or later you will feel it too. But recently...for the past couple days, things been starting to look up. It's just seems like a new life for me. Summer is going to go by fast. I wish it wouldnt. I'm looking forward to the summer reading thing. I'm weird.
Yes, I've been told that I was immature. But really, what is life when you are mature. Do you know how stressed and boring your life will be? I'm only 13 theres no reason to be mature. I only look it. answer me this. Do I look mature to you? Well, I don't really judge myself. Nor do I want to.
I just want a jolly rancher. What happened to those days where you loved getting presents from the easter bunny...What happened to leaving notes to the tooth fairy? What ever happened to leaving cookies for santa? Well, we grow up. And holidays don't seem fun anymore. When you were little you were excited for the day to come. Now knowing that none of them exsist just makes it boring. It's funner not knowing if it's real or not. Why take a kid's innocence away? Why take the fun away? All holidays seem dead now. Give me one good reason why there's something to look forward to...is it for the gifts? yeah. because your greedy.