HAHAHA. Well it doesn't bother me how girls crush on Kory anymore. And they hate me for going out with him, and think that he's too good for me. Really, I laugh at it. It's wicked stupid. It's not my fault he picks me over them! They're the stupid ones who think that they have a chance.

Anyways, I know everything that basically goes on. There are girls who pretend that they went somewhere with him. And the ugly beasty girls who say that he's too good for me. Whatever, I'm a nice kid. I'm not going around punching everyone. It's not what I do. But deffinetly, hit me first then yeah, more than likely that I would punch back.

I couldn't stop laughing when I found out that a girl, K.C, has a crush on him. It's so funny! she hates my guts. And wow...she's a 7th grader, who likes all the guys. Who knew.

One girl, no initials, no name. Totally secret. She told Kory that he was too good-looking for me. Like damn, give me props for not punching her in the face for everything else she done. I know that she had it bad in the past does not mean that she can go around saying shit and belittling people. It's so damn low...not even funny.

There's a rumor going around saying that I want to fight K.P, but really...I have no reason to. What reason do I have besides that she flirts with my boyfriend. If she cut down on the flirting, I wouldn't mind her. She's a nice person, Why would I do it. No reason. That's why I really wanna punch Ashley R. in the face for spreading the rumor. Like really, if anyone in the world I would smack that bitch instead.

Me and Kory are like 10x better now. I think spending time with him alone is what I really needed. Just talk and laugh and have a good time, like how it was before. I'm sorry for posting all these blogs, but hey...It's how I manage to get through in life. It basically is my life. I can't leave this thing alone. I tried making a new blog on some other site, but i just prefer this more.

I just have a measly 18 views on this blog. Whatever, I wish I had more, just so it can clear things up for people. Just to let them really know what's going on in my life. Not just some lame story that people have been hearing.

I have the last day of school tomorrow. It's only a half a day, like really, what's the point? I'm going anyways, just for fun. I'll just sleep during classes maybe. I really don't want to go to High School, there's too much work I probably wouldn't do. Hopefully, I try harder.

Oh yeah, back to the point. Yeah, I don't care about you flirting with my boyfriend, I'm just going to laugh only because you don't stand a chance with him. Okay great, have a terrific summer!

I still need to buy my warped tour tickets. like fo real yo. I think this is the longest blog I have so far...I think I might have to add a nice little picture to it...I'm not to sure what though....Oh yeah, AlexHEARTbreaker has a new picture. It is so hot! He is so hot! hehe. Oh I exactly know what picture. Of course, It needed to be edited.

I knew i would feel different about this blog after I posted it on MySpace. I can't just write whatever I want without people reading it. It's uncomfortable...So...I'm making a new blog somewheres only for me. I guess.

Wow...when everything confronts me I never knew how much I truely do love him. And honestly, I like our conversation...It cleared everything up for me. Truth does hurt, but that's okay...I need a relationship built on trust. I haven't been so trust worthy lately anyways...Thats the thing that's been bothering me. I'm turning into something I'm not. I hate it. I can't even describe it. I feel really bad, the only thing I can think about is him being sad and upset and heartbroken. I can't stand it. Hopefully all of this will just topple over and make my life better with no regrets. and just one emotion.

All the pain that I have with him...is when we're not with each other. I miss that. I miss being with him. It makes me feel so much happier.

If I want this blog to be open, I need to be open with Kory too with this blog, I don't need this to be another secret hidden behind the wall. Everything I write always has to do with him, or something and I can't hide it...he has a right to know what I'm saying about him...to know about our relationship...and stuff I can't directly say to him. So how ever my life turns out in the future...I hope it's with him.

Knowing that he's heartbroken...just made me die inside and makes me want to give up. I don't want to give up. Not now...not ever. I just want to resolve it and make everything the way things used to be. I'm not going to give up on him...

Have you ever thought about how long you will have something but it never lasts that way???
-MySpace: my first ever made...was november 5th 2005. it got deleted. Now, the date is June 16 2007. I've been on MySpace for the longest time.
-Skyrock- I just started this. and I'm addicted. I wonder if I'll ever leave this thing alone.
-Me and Kory- How long will it really last?

This ends my conclusion. What you really got, you haven't notice until its gone. It's all gonna be in the past. But me and kory, I would hate to have us in the past. But if we do end up in the past...I have to make my effort in the future to find him again. Maybe just a conversation. He'll be married to some girl, and I'll be married to some guy. And our lives had moved on.

I don't want it to happen. I truely don't. Thinking about it now, will just make me heartbroken and never wanting to look towards the future in a positive way. I hate it.

I remember making my first MySpace in the local library. I remember how I was in Kory's class in the beginning of the year. It changed. My life has changed so much.

Kindergarten: I thought I was really mature.
1st grade: I suffered from reading
2nd grade: flirting with some kid I liked...since kindergarten...haha it was cute at the time. My first mother fuckin fight. lol.
3rd grade: I thought I was a tough kid, I thought I knew everything
4th grade: I thought I was smart, and a good drawer. And just wanted to be a 5th grader.
5th grade: It's not slippery here *falls* I was fricken bad. like holy shit. I threw shit at the teacher.
6th grade: i wanted to see if i could keep my mouth shut for the whole school year. and I did. People thought it was for real.
7th grade: People thought I changed. That just shows how much they really know me. lol never changed I got tired of being quiet.
8th grade: fell in love. second thoughts. Screwed up my life.
9th grade: time to start over.

What the hell whats up with all the blogs with only pictures? That's not right. All the people here are for blogs not MySpace. If you want people to see your pictures then go on MySpace and have them stolen from there. People actually type in blogs and what-not. Not post stupid pictures of themselves out of no where. Funny, the people who post the blogs with only pictures are some ugly mofos too. IT PISSES ME OFF. Like really, people have like a bunch of paragraphs pertaining to their lives and all I see are really retarded pictures. This is what I am going to ramble on about. Grrrr. People are so stupid. Like no lie. I wish I lived back in the 1800's. Do you know how neat that would be? No polluted air, no polluted idiots. No technology. It would be wicked cool. There would be so many trees exsisting right now! IT WILL BE WICKED AWESOME! no worries about stalkers, no need to worry about murders....man. Now, look at the world today...It sucks. It has perverts and pedofiles. It also has murders like everyday. It's really sad. You can't walk around by yourself. and You cant post pictures of yourselves on the internet. Honestly...It's already too late for me. I got vacuumed into it. Yeah. before they were technology impared but so is america. They never create any good video games. whooo.