Hey =D

Hey =D
I just got back from taking care of my goose haha, oh god. Once I'm done with that thing, I'm done with another goose. No more geese for me =)

But anyways, thanks for the comments and stuff. I have nothing to really write about...this weekends coming up, theres so much fun planned haha. but anywayys. add my myspace: http://www.myspace.com/ixlikexcoloredxchalk
# Posted on Thursday, 12 July 2007 at 9:33 PM

Hm

It's about 9:30 am here. And there's absolutely nothing to do! Sometime's I just like to sit there and be bored, and just waste the day away I have a goose to take care of...I'll do that later. haha. But yeah anyways, my plans for today just sunk into the ground. I was actually planning to go to see a Cartel concert. It's not that I care to go or anything. It's just something to do.

Has anyone seen Harry Potter yet? I'm looking forward to see it! =D I just heard that there wasn't as much fighting as the commercials said. The people who told me, kind of ruined my mood to go. But I'll go anyways =D

Yes, I am chinese. I am also Polish, French, and Austrian =)
# Posted on Thursday, 12 July 2007 at 9:38 AM

Wow

I'm really shocked that I have almost 400 readers. Really shocking. But sadly, you guys came when it's the summer. The summer is so dead and boring as hell. Is it just me or does everybody's throat hurt at night? ahh I don't know. So many things bother me, I have no idea why. Should I even act like this? I have no clue! Anyways, what I've been doing to pass by the time is roleplaying. You know an RPG for computer...except you write in 3rd person haha.

Things being said, or repeatedly said, bothers me. Things about my friends being bad influences...really do bother me. Just because I smoked once or twice lead up to something bothers me. I have to admit...smoking did clear my mind. It is a bad habit, so I haven't smoked since. It's not influencing, if you really want to do it. There is no peer pressure. Its just there, you need to try something at least once.

Something like a roller coaster. People talk about how bad it is, when they never went on it before. They judge before they try. Yeah, there's a chance of death, but why not?
# Posted on Thursday, 12 July 2007 at 12:28 AM

ahh

Yeah, I'm a smartass. I've always been. I hate being ordinary, It's boring as shit! Because if I dress in abercrombie or in aeropostale, then I'll be like every other girl. Why would I want to be like them, when I can be my own person? Why would people call me emo for? I have no clue...they just need to be told what emo is.

Emo stands for Emotional....if you haven't figured that out yet. It's not a fashion sense...it's actually about how much pain they have went through. I'm no where near emotional. Why should I be emotional for when I got people that I love around me constantly? Well, one part of me has been ripped out of my flesh, but that will change soon enough once I see him again. I will heal.

Moving on, the girls who dress the same, act the same, and hang around with their sames, are the ones who usually talk shit about me. Is it because they're jealous because I have something that they can't have, or is it by the way that I dress? Well, they don't know me that well to judge me, so they just must be jealous. I love it when girls are jealous. It just comes to show that I don't need to buy my hubby at aeropostale.

Ordinary people just have a cat or dog as a pet. I have a dog...and a goose. I don't dress preppy, but I don't mind preppies, but they are just so full of themselves. SOME are acceptional. What is fun being ordinary? I have no clue, but at least I'm not boring.
# Posted on Monday, 02 July 2007 at 9:57 PM

Yes well.

I finally got the people who I wanted to read my blogs, read them. Now you know what the hell bugs the shit out of me. Like really, we love each other...nothing can really change any of that. I hope you guys know that. I don't want you guys chasing after someone you can't get with. Me and Kory been going out for almost 8 months now. So why are you bothering?

Many things bother me...I try not to let it bug me. But it does. Kory's been having problems, I'm on his side...no matter how he act, it's not on purpose. He's just been changing. I'm glad that he's changing back.

Sometimes, I think I should be more girly. I know I am somewhat girlish, I just don't really dress it. I act it, I just don't dress it. So if anyone has any problems with that? Just send me a message or something. But I don't really care. Um...also...stop talking behind my back, because I thought this someone was cool, but turns out she's really not. So, my judgement sucks.
# Posted on Monday, 02 July 2007 at 7:10 AM