I've been wanting to finish my Alexandria Shadow's story, its posted in my MySpace. I have 8 pages hand written, just haven't been in the mood to type it.

I just got home from chillin' with my boyfriend and his friend Whacko. It's so damn raining. New England is the best place for rain. Oh well.

School, it doesn't let out until the 20th. boo. How come, that in every class theres always a loud and obnoxious kid. I'm trying to finish my test, and all of a sudden I hear the loud and obnoxious kid screaming. He's an idiot. Always, a loud friend group. My class is pretty weird...everyone has their own friend group. The preps talk with the preps, the ghettos talk with the ghettos...the emo, goth, indie, punk have their own group also. I'm in the emo goth indie punk rocker one. ha.

3 of my friends have been suspended. It's been lonely. I'm going to stop smoking before I get addicted. It's going to ruin my health. It's not something I actually want to get in.

This has been sucking lately. I have a nice little old ear infection. I can't really hear anything and this sucks. I have to take these jumbo...capsules? lol idk, it feels like its still in my throat.I cant swallow correctly without tilting my head. god does it suck. Schools almost out, nope...Where I'm at...school takes forever to end. Well, Semi is this week. They tried to cancel it. They would never cancel it anyways...all the girl already bought expensive dresses anyways. I already bought my dress.I'm typing this up at 6:45 in the morning and I need to get ready for another boring day at school. Oh yay. We don't do shit. Well if we do...I dont do any of it. ha. Well anyways, I have nothing to really type about besides that I'm pump but in pain at the same time. heh. Yea, trying to be myspace famous...not too sure it would work out that well....

I've been listening to the Cute is what we aim for CD lately. Yeah took me almost a year to finally buy it. Last year I went on a random CD buying spree and I had to chose between a CIWWAF or a Early November...and guess what I chose. I was stupid. Early November is all that great in my book. But I think they are pretty good. Haven't listened to it much...

Yellowcard and Paramore's new CDs are coming out...Paper walls and RIOT! I can't wait. I've been waiting more then a year for them to come out. Yellowcard has come a long way. All my emotions are basically in their new CD. I've heard Paramore's part too. They are pretty awesome. One of the songs were on the first album. I hateit when artists do that.

I just got a new little gosling. I have to admit...it's annoying. It's cute. His name is Cookie Dough. Last week, he followed me everywhere. I guess things change. It wants to become more independent. It's adorable. heheh. I can't wait for it to be older, and for it to attack people lol. People say they don't make good pets...but actually I researched it. They actually do make good pets. Or...good watch dogs...or geese. whichever. I think Cookie Dough is an emden I'm not too sure...pretty sure its not canadian. I got the goose off my old friend, Tony. His family has a farm. It would've been nice to see him though. Eh, oh well. When high school comes around the corner.